As much as I really hate being out of control, that is exactly where I am. I've been pondering making some big changes - jobs, locals, lifestyles, the works. I've done what I can do and am now at the point where nothing is solid - everything feels up in the air. Out of my hands. And it's driving me craazy!
I really just want to know one way or the other. I want to make plans. Either way. But no such luck today. So instead... we jam.